His hand reached up and touched my head and he said "You cut your hair!"
He was awake for the first time in over a month and I was happy, crying
and happy. He later explained to me that he knew I did not love him and had
only hoped I would one day love, respect and honor him. He felt his love
was so strong that I would be persuaded to love him and let go of my obsession
with Ra. He said that when he saw me standing like a statue in front of the
curtain, he was hurt because I was hurt. He said my pain was too much for
him to bear and he did not want to live because he failed in helping me to
live a lovely life that he thought I deserved and he did not know what else
to do except lay down and die.
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