I was taken to the beach (called "sandy stretch" in Genesis) after my demise. There was great joy and gladness there. People were happily preparing for the Feast of Christ. Ra was there, but paid little attention to me. I assumed I would return to Paradise. I did not like the beach, the Angel Radiance was not as I had remembered it. Here was dullness. I refused to participate in the preparation. Everyone was truly nice and loving, but I was angry. I overheard talk about The Savior's return to the Immortal Worlds. I was not impressed. I felt something had gone wrong, else I would be in Paradise. There was a large lake full of black, thick water. The sand on the beach was almost white, but it did not sparkle. My husband began the barbecue and all the people gathered together to watch the crucifixion. When it was done, I went to the water's edge and waited to see Jesus come to us. Everyone else was passing around plates of food and talking delightedly.
Jesus took off from the Cross like a rocket going into outer space. He zoomed by with lightning speed into the gates of Paradise. I was totally enraged and jumped into the black lake to follow him. Ra and a few others rushed to the shore to call me back. They were vehement. One of them threw me a rope. The water was like quicksand and I was being swallowed up. I grabbed onto the rope. The only thing I could see was that Jesus had abandoned us and I was stricken with terror to be without salvation, at least as I thought it to be at the time. I grabbed the rope and returned to the sand. Still screaming out my anger, I cursed the place that I was in. Everyone backed away from me.
Genesis 14:3 Souls unite in the face of depression on the flat fields which is the beach.
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